This post is from Jennie Steed, a Blueprint Practitioner.
Hello darkness my old friend, I’ve come to talk with you again….
As I sit here contemplating how in the world, I could have chosen to learn so immensely what the darkness is…..and to what depths I can grow from this life’s experiences, the Sound of Silence lyrics ring over and over in my head and from the deepest parts of my soul.
People talking without speaking, people hearing without listening, people writing songs that voices never shared, and no one dared, disturb the sound of silence.
What am I not hearing? What am I not seeing? What am I not speaking, that I would have chosen to feel the depths of darkness like I feel? Is it to feel love at the same depth that I feel the grief? Is it to feel compassion on an even deeper level than I have? Is it so I will stop the silence that I have chosen for too long?
On November 14th, 2022, my baby and youngest brother passed on INTO the light. He was a bright light that he, unfortunately, did not know he was. He had forgotten, he did not see it, he did not feel it. The shame-bringing, confidence-stealing gremlins talked him out of this life, his light, far too soon.
All his windows that would have let in the light must have been closed and boarded up. Is that what he agreed to do before he came to this earth? Did he choose this to help us all see the bright light we are? Did he agree to bring this into our awareness so that our light will shine brighter than we can imagine, burning like the sun? So that we will tear down the boards that cover the windows, and refuse to block the light?
After all, aren’t we all light, and if so, why do I, why do any of us choose to dim or cover up our light?
As the center of my family, the mediator, to “keep the peace” I dimmed my light for far too long. I realized that all I really did was rob those who are in need of my light and love, the encouragement that they may have needed. How very self-centered of me!!
I do have a unique ability to mirror back what is being shown to me. I am a seeker of truth. I love to see what else is possible.
My Sassafras spirit guide is insanely intelligent and all-seeing, especially when I let her
guide me without reservation. Yours is too!!!
The world needs your light, the world needs my light, together we can shine brighter than the sun. That is what we are sent here to do. We all have a unique and very specific light to shine for just the right soul at just the right time, so that they may see, they may experience, they may hear the magnificence of their light.
That is what is so immensely clear now. I got to experience such a level of darkness, that I would refuse to dim my light another second, another minute, another hour. I was given a very specific blueprint, a set of lights, that I could shine at just the right time, with the right amount of intensity, that only those with similar lights would see and gravitate to, to feel at home so that together we can make this world a brighter place.
What are you here to speak? What are you here to sing? What are you here share? Do
you dare to disturb the sound of silence that has kept you in the shadows, in the darkness? Are you ready to discover your Blueprint and its magnificence?